Now I see things in a different way. Now I see myself smiling at the sun.
It's only about waking up and feel life. Simple thing like rise in the morning, and open the eyes. Feel the fullness of the vessels and blood going once, twice, three times, over and over again, from heart to arms, from heart to legs, from heart to head. And there the beginning of life shows me truth, the truth of the feelings, with all that love sprouting around. The power of the mind, the mind like a shield, like a weapon, like clothes and warmth and home. The humanity revels in front of me: my whole life being human and now I see how powerful am I, how weak sadness is, how much kindness can I receive, how much time have I to hear them talk, to catch them on a hug, to bring others love.

At least I won't never, ever disappear.
At least I will grow old and I won't disappear.